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New Faith
I toss and turn in this world you call sleep
My nightmares undisturbed
Screaming and flashes of innocent faces
Of the people I hurt most
I know my ways are undesired
but they keep me far from harm
I put up walls and push you away
So my heart remains untouched
Teary eyes and a shattered heart
I need my time to heal
When this is over and flash a smile
Will you still be there to see?
You've led me this far through the dark
Don't leave here alone
I may not show it very well
But I need you to find the way out
So when I cry, and when I curse
Please don't take it straight to heart
I'm simply dieing deep inside
And your the only one I trust
So I take my pain out on you
Since you're standing here with me
I pray that will never change
Because of my insecurities.
To a God I don't believe in
He'd never been there for me
I begged him for answers
And he turned his back on me
Put in that context,
In a strange sort of way
I guess you're the religion I follow,
You're what I beleive...
- by tear goddess |
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- | Submitted on 06/07/2010 |
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- Title: New Faith
- Artist: tear goddess
- Description: Well, I guess its mostly about how I deal with... Uhm.. Emotional pain I guess, and preventing it. I've made a lot of stupid mistakes and hurt a lot of people for them, and that because of my way of dealing and preventing being hurt by others... Am I making sense? Well, pretty much there's always been that one person, thats... Well she's never once left my side, in more of a non-physical state. Even after some of the things I've said to her, or things I've done... Enjoy?
- Date: 06/07/2010
- Tags: faith
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- rainbowryda - 06/10/2010
- this poem made a lot of sense to me, 5/5 smile
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