• I hesitate to speak
    Because seeing you makes me weak
    There's no soul in your your eyes
    Where did you go?
    The thoughts deep inside
    Already knows what you're going to do
    Yet I stay calm
    I stay in control
    but I'm so confused
    When you begin to step forward
    I cover my eyes
    I question if I'm going to die tonite
    The raging pain
    is not only
    burning my skin
    but it hurts my heart
    that this will always happen again and again
    (chorus)
    Living in torture is not want
    nor what I please
    But it seems like you enjoy hurting me.
    I see a sarcastic smile
    everytime I try to live in denial
    of my life at home.