• I walk hallls filled with people
    people I know, some who I loved
    but it's just a barren world to me now.
    My heart doesn't pound out of my chest
    when I accidentaly brush his shoulder
    my face doesn't flush
    my eyes don't dart down with a quick nervousness
    instead I go cold
    lock my heart with a silver key
    the life sucked out of me by the past
    I'm merley air to him now
    and I don't want to be anything else
    just air
    i see others laughing, loving without heartbreak
    I wonder
    why was that not me?
    Why is that not me now?
    then I realise
    They are all flowers blooming
    growing in the sunshine
    and I am just air
    nothing but air.