• It’s raining again,
    And the melody of the drops tapping against my window
    Reminds me.
    Your favorite song,
    The drumbeat we used to make in the hall.

    I can remember,
    Everything I would plan,
    I can remember,
    The tender words we would say,
    I can remember,
    Every time I would dream of you,
    The words you used to say.
    The time we would spend,
    The lives that we shared.

    Still today,
    I wonder if it was really a dream,
    Or if this is today.

    I still say that I love you,
    But you’ll never say it back.
    And when I ask you why,
    You describe me as a stupid mistake.
    Could it be,
    Could it be,
    That I really mean that less?

    When I go away,
    I can’t help but wonder.
    I can’t help but see in another light.
    And when darkness turns to light,
    I can’t hold in my breath,
    I can’t hold in the suffering inside.
    When I scream,
    When I cry,
    When I suffer & bleed,
    It’s all in your name,
    All the suffering inside,
    It was meant for you,
    But now it’s all inside,
    And now it helps me breathe.
    Well now, don’t be surprised,
    Don’t be surprised when I
    Say that I can’t live like this,
    That I’ll never love again,
    That I wish it would end.
    If I make it through the day,
    I’ll consider it a blessing.
    I’ll consider a life without you a blessing,
    I’ll consider you one even more.
    It’s raining again,
    And I can remember…..