• I think ill kill my ears the music drowns out the sound of my tears now. I think i'll remember the past dunno what to do dont wanna think about you, killing me it always finds me every time i look at you it always effing reminds me, where i came from, who i am, gotta forget the past. Try to act like a man, hold the tears back, what is it that I lack, dunno what to say, just get away, laughing in your face, slash my wrists with haste, sitting in the hospital bed, next time it might be a bullet in the head, my life is a living hell, dont ever know where to turn, I don't understand what youre trying to say, I dont know what I yearn, uncontrolling of my emotions, what is this scuicidal notion...