First One

• Artist: White Rabbit Mara
• Description: im the friend thats always there. im always the first to share my lunch or get something for my lazy friend. *lqtm* i do all of this happily i dont even notice that i do it most of the time. the people i hang out with are all my BEST friends, but sometimes i feel like THEIR not my best friends..maybe im over sensitive but i feel like im not appreciated some times. but oh well i was a born martyr. lol!! the trick is to walways smile and dont let things so small get to you!
• Date: 02/11/2010
• Tags: first

First one to smile

First one to fall

First one to break done and show it all

First one to lie

First one to give in

First one to act like the friend


Don’t want to be the first

Don’t want to always have to make the first move

When I am feeling down

When I am feeling out

I don’t always want to have to come to you

It seems like that’s all I ever do…


First one to write

First one to smile

First one to give back and talk at least for a while


…


When do I matter to someone?

When do I become important?

When do I become something someone needs to have around…?


No more…

Comments

[Zurah]

Help others only so long as it makes you happy. Once that joy is gone, no one will notice your quiet suffering, and they'll just walk on you until you snap. Let them know when you feel taken-advantage-of, and find some people that you really like, not just feel sorry for.

[starryluminara]

oh i totally know how you feel!!! I mean I always listen to others saying my day was horrible i hate so and so but where's my shoulder to cry on? umm hello can't you see me crying here, all you care about is your stupid sleep overs and text messages. but then my friend at the exact moment noticed me, yeah they siad "hey lucy could you get me another paper?" can you belive it what NERVE!!! wow, i don't know if i'm helping or hurting!!! i'll stop.... smile