• A journey of a hundred thousand steps
    And yet you are nowhere in sight
    I'm fading with my hope
    My wings are torn and scarred from flight

    Am I so flawed that it made you leave?
    Don't brush off my words, I need to know
    If I'm so perfect, if you wanted to stay,
    Then why did you have to go?

    You were all that I ever dreamed about
    But it is always so painful to wake
    I always expected you to leave
    But I guess it is a truth I can't handle to take

    I never got the chance to be with you
    You were there only as a friend
    Was I just too repulsive to even talk to?
    I don't want this to be the end

    I no longer know myself
    But it's been pushed aside, at least I tried
    To find myself in you
    Don't look at me, no matter how much I cry

    I promise I'll pull myself together
    As long as it will spare you the guilt
    Though I lay here infatuated and in disarray
    Please just don't come my way