• falling asleep
    awake all alone
    looking around
    no life force shown

    hugging myself
    tears fill my eyes
    holding them back
    woundering why

    hating this life
    causing me pain
    feeling no worth
    going insane

    punished for sins
    caused by my strife
    angry at all
    still hating my life

    going to school
    with a sarrow filled mind
    falling in love
    becoming so blind

    watching him laugh
    seeing him smile
    pictured with him
    im in denile

    the end of the day
    him following me
    asking him why
    with me he wants to be

    i smile so happy
    and kiss his cheek
    he holds me so close
    my eyes begin to leek

    we walk into the house
    my parents already home
    i show them my new date
    but they said i came alone

    my mom begins to cry
    and tells me i am ill
    my dad goes to me
    and gives me a pill

    we both go to sleep
    i wake up alone
    looking around
    no life force was shown