• i sit, and wait,
    i wait for the end
    as i sit, i think,
    i think of times once past,
    once golden, once beautiful.
    now replaced by this dark hurt.
    and i wish.

    I wish for it to be as it were,
    before the dark, before pain,
    beauty, perfection,
    i wish for it to be as it were.

    I wish for my happiness to be returned,
    I wish to find those feelings that were lost,
    I wish to see, feel and taste,
    The happiness that once was.

    And i wish for my release,
    My escape.
    My esacpe from the pit,
    My escape from the pain,
    My ecape from love.