• i have no clue anymore.
    i have no idea what is going to happen next.
    i hate that all i can do is just wait and watch others do things for me.
    i hate not knowing.
    i hate being so pathetically helpless.
    i hate that if i try to help i'll get blown off.
    i hate that no one believes in me.
    i hate that they have reason to.
    i hate the agonizing monotony of my worthless day to day life.
    i hate secrets.
    i hate that no one listens.
    i hate that no one believes.
    i hate suicide,
    but i want to shoot myself of a building.
    i hate that I’m too much of a p***y to do it for real.
    i hate that im not enough of a p***y to do it for real.
    i hate that im to proud to admit to wanting to.
    i hate that i just did.
    i hate that i can't stop complaining.
    i hate that im so blind.
    i hate that no one comments.
    i hate that i cant rhyme.
    i hate that nothings ever easy
    i hate that i can’t sleep
    i hate that i hate so much
    i hate that i can’t stop
    i hate that im a lost cause
    i hate that im giving up on me,
    'cuz that means im as bad as them.