• One heart, two different people
    This is a shame to have.
    One of them is my boyfriend. He loves me deeply and cares for me.
    I can be myself around him.
    We both ran cross country together.
    He loves to tease me and keep me happy.
    He is someone I don't want to lose.
    Yet, we fight like normal couples do and lately it seem like a lot.
    But I keep on thinking it will get better.
    Than the another guy....his best friend come into my life.
    And my heart go uneven.
    We went to camp together and act like good friends.
    I made him dance with me just so I could make someone to dance with.
    When we danced, it was just friends way yet without knowing it until now.
    I felt a little spark inside of me.
    When cross country started, he was there.
    I talked with him when I could and I found myself draw to him somehow.
    His eyes are the most amazing color I ever see in my life.
    His smiles keep me happy.
    One night, i had a dream of almost kissing him.
    I told one of my friends and I let her tell the guy and a few others.
    He even said this, "Our senior year and that happens..."
    I also found out that day, he have a girlfriend now.
    I like her a lot yet I don't like her.
    Just because of the guy.
    Now I find myself thinking about him.
    I even had another dream of kisses him. This time, I did kiss him.
    Also in the dream, my boyfriend gave me a sad look and walk away.
    I told my boyfriend and he just say their dreams.
    Yet, he is tired of me talking about his best friend.
    He even started to think I am starting those dreams
    I don't mean to either.
    I feel like my boyfriend and I are fading apart over his best friend.
    Like I say early, I don't want to lose him. Or his best friend which my friend to either
    My boyfriend have become part of my life. Same with the other guy.
    Yet, I miss seeing the another guy now that cross country to over.
    What should I do?
    If only I could see the another guy face again and be brave to tell him all of it.
    If only if only this didn't start.