• I get up and turn off the alarm that’s ringing
    And already this morning I got to thinking
    About all the times that you and I have had

    It makes me sick to feel my heart sinking
    It all makes me want to pick up drinking
    Was everything I did for you really all that bad?

    I just want it all to go away forever
    (What felt like forever)
    Even though I had longed for us to be together
    (Never be together)

    You have your life and I have mine
    If I could just go back in time
    I’d change it so I never met you at all
    (Done once and for all)

    It seems as though the pain will never heal
    Even though my heart you managed to steal
    And what did you do? You threw my heart away

    We made a pact; that was the deal
    That to each other we’d always be real
    I can’t believe I actually wanted you to stay

    I trusted you, and what did I get?
    Nothing but lifetime regret
    Do you know just how much you meant to me?

    It’s just not fair that you already met
    The one you truly loved, and yet
    You still went with the second choice, I see

    You have your life and I have mine
    If I could just go back in time
    I’d change it so I never met you at all
    (Done once and for all)

    Try to overdose
    I never manage to take enough
    I hate those
    They never manage to give me enough
    I’m so close
    I never manage to die enough
    Stuck in comatose
    As I’m so close
    To the last dose

    I hear the echo of my heartbeat slowing
    The love I had for you forever stops showing
    Tell me now, is this what you really wanted?

    I guess I’ll never have any way of knowing
    Why my love for you decided to keep going
    Now with these memories I will be forever haunted

    You have your life and I have mine
    If I could just go back in time
    I’d change it so I never met you at all
    (Done once and for all)

    Goodbye, goodbye
    Our time is nigh
    Goodbye my little kindred spirit
    Goodbye, goodbye
    When or if you cry
    I won’t be there to hear it

    Goodbye, goodbye
    Our time is nigh
    Goodbye my little kindred lore
    Goodbye, goodbye
    I will not cry
    When I walk out of the door

    Goodbye, goodbye
    Our time is nigh
    Goodbye my little kindred queen
    Goodbye, goodbye
    It will not die
    And will never again be seen
    (Will never again be seen)
    (Will never again be seen)
    (Will never again [ever again] be seen)