• I remember the days,
    That I couldn’t breathe.
    When my heart stops,
    And I dream of those days,
    When I knew what happiness was.
    Though the years have gone by,
    I feel the scars.
    The scars you left me,
    The pain and misery of knowing,
    I will never be the same.
    I will smile,
    To let you all know,
    That I am okay.
    I laugh and talk like everything is okay,
    But it really isn’t.
    I will fake my life,
    And will you ever tell?
    Will anyone ever tell that I am faking?
    My heart is closed,
    And I feel so empty.
    Best friends are suppose to see,
    See right through your fake smiles.
    But nobody can tell,
    That I am screaming inside.
    Nobody can tell that I am in pain,
    That I long for a friend to reach out to me,
    And help my scars go away.
    I want to be the girl who I was once upon a time.
    But I have been left out in the rain,
    I have tried to come out of the rain,
    But I always seem to be pushed back into the rain.
    The storm is now brewing,
    And I feel as though I am going to wash away…
    And disappear forever…