• I....
    feel so lost
    Looking around with no familiar sights
    Loosing memories feeling deaf and blind
    Nothing ever starts to make sense
    I go to my corner with my emotions so tense

    Nothing will ever be the same............
    And i hate this way..........................................
    The way i feel
    The way i think
    The way i automatically hallucionate
    The only time i feel alive...
    Is when i`m dreaming...

    I start to heal
    As i look at the wounds
    You look at me innocently as I am confused
    Nothing but blood comes in and out
    Of my veins....

    Not so much to do and not so much to say
    In my eyes I`m no longer paralized as I normally would be
    Memories and premonitions coming back to me
    I only feel alive...
    When I dream