• The blade i hold in my hand
    Screams out in lust for my blood,
    I reject its wild pleas,
    For giving into its temptations
    Means hurting more than just myself,
    I hurt the one close to me,
    Denying its grasp on my thoughts,
    I still resist,
    As everything falls apart around me,
    I realize how much of a failure i truly am,
    I can do nothing right anymore,
    And what i can i manage to ******** up in the end,
    Life is meaning so little right now,
    After ignoring the frantic yells
    From the metal in my hand for so long,
    I began to listen to them,
    At first hearing nothing more than a want for blood,
    I begin to hear a way to escape the failure,
    To escape life at last,
    Again thinking of hurting more than just myself in the end,
    I stop.
    But soon i can take it no longer and i give in,
    At last the failure ends