• Words are all I have
    And sometimes not even those
    There are no words to describe how I'm feeling right now
    Some say a picture is worth a thousand words
    but only if someone knows what to portray
    I'm lost within myself
    I've fallen under my own shadow
    I created the world I inhabit
    And forgotten the escape route
    I'm locked within my mind
    I'm tortured by my mistakes
    And though I feel so far away
    I know what's really going on
    But I cannot paint and I don't know a thousand words
    So I can't show you my pain, my anguish
    My tears don't shine with hate
    Nor do my eyes glisten in agony
    My heart don't bleed though it is broken
    I can't move you with my voice
    I can't warm you heart with love
    I can't make you feel what you won't understand
    I can't teach what was never taught to me
    And if I could do all those things,
    A burden I'd never be
    For the weight I carry on my back
    Was meant for none to see