• cry i loved you with only the best side of me
    i could never hurt you in any way
    and i saw you once and that was a year ago
    we talked on the internet
    and shared our most deepest darkest secrets
    i cryed when i could never see you again
    and then the talking stopped...
    it was both of our faults for loving someone two states away
    for loving each other so strongly either we fought or we had to break away
    then you messaged me two weeks later as i hoped you would
    you would if you loved me
    and you did
    my heart had never been the same since i first started talking to you
    so how could it just turn back like that?
    it couldnt and i wouldnt
    i told you about my life, i told you about my day, i told you what i was doing every hour of everyday
    my heart was for you, and you were who i loved
    i couldnt get over you like just any other guy
    you were different from any other i had known
    that guy who was more special than any other
    that guy who didnt understand... "why me?" you said
    but i understood because i loved you and you dont have to be sorry
    i do
    for loving you first and telling you the truth and i could never understand
    "why me?" crying