• I know its impossible.
    For you.
    To understand my feelings.
    But I.
    Never wanted you to.
    I only wanted to be needed by you.
    And I.
    Won't fear the sun.
    After its done.
    We'll fade away.
    And I'll get to go to a dark masquerade.
    I'll sit on my throne, cold and alone.
    While I wait.
    For this winter.
    To pass.
    You'll always walk by.
    And forget to deny.
    The fact that tomorrow won't last.
    But nothing you can do to me will feel real.
    Its only a nightmare.
    But thats how I feel.
    Which of course doesn't matter to you.
    But nothing.
    Meaning NOTHING.
    Will escape my heart's collapse.
    The avalanche will destroy anything in its path.
    And I.
    Along with you.
    Together making us.
    Will fall apart.
    Seeing as your buried beneath my final breakdown.
    And I am now only a reflection of my former self.
    Showing nothing I feel inside.
    So no one can guess the emotions I hide.
    Or the times I've lied.
    Or the tears I've cried.
    Its starting to feel like creation, itself, has died...