• He is my friend,
    And that's all I act like he is,
    But deep down,
    I still love him,
    At night when I'm alone in my bed,
    I wonder if he feels the same,
    If his feelings really changed,
    Can It be?
    I swore I'd never care for another like this,
    Yet, my heart now races at the thought of his name,
    Will he be the one to stop this pain?
    I try not to cry,
    Out of anger and fear,
    How could I be so foolish,
    It cannot be,
    But, Still, I find myself sighing inwardly,
    At the thought that maybe he really does,
    As We walk down the street,
    I wonder, Could he really love a monster like me?
    My heart so cold,
    His touch so warm,
    I thought love touched a heart once,
    But, It seems as if mine has been touched twice,
    Am I lucky?
    Or am I cheating someone out of love?
    If this is true,
    Then why can't I end it?
    Just the thought of him crying,
    Alone in a world so cold,
    It breaks the heart he pieced together,
    With hands bolth gentle and warm,
    I'll love him with all thats left,
    If he can heal my pain,
    Then I'll live with thinking,
    My thoughts toying with my emotions,
    With the regret of my first love,
    I'll learn to love again,
    With a heart so new,
    Only scars holding memories,
    But, Scars heal,
    and Memories fade,
    I'll never lay alone in my bed at night,
    Wondering if he feels the same,
    If his feelings really changed