• Its a feeling of staring off into space
    and never returning
    getting lost within oneself
    lost to what had been
    what could've been
    and what is

    Lost in th moment of decision
    lost in the moment of nothing
    At the road where four streets meet
    and I'm at the very center
    looking each and every way
    seeing
    what road is best to take
    and what road I don't want to take

    I walk half-way down a road
    then stop
    and look back at the center
    thinking
    is this the right road?
    Then I return to the center
    and go back to the unsurenes of what road to go down.

    Plus in anger
    that I could have almost walked a path
    but stopped
    and came back to the center, to think it all over again.