• Inside my head a battle rages
    The voices try to command
    They preach about this and they tell about that
    They imbed themselfs in my dreams
    I do not listen
    I do not fear
    Although the constant thought of suicide lingers
    I shall not listen
    I will not obey
    The days are long and harsh
    I suffer from mental strain
    The nights are cold and sleepless
    Ever morning im greeted by vulgaristic thoughts
    Alone it is my burden to bear
    I plaster a fake smile on
    I grind my teeth and stair
    The voices verbaly abuse me
    They put the blame on me
    Thats the price i pay for my disobedience
    But still i shall not listen
    I wont stain my hands with blood
    And so the mental battle rages on
    But none shall ever know