• every night i cry yourself to sleep: thinking why does this happen to me. why does every moment have to be so hard. i do believe that it's not over tonight
    but yet you still come at me like nothings rong
    and i just stand their letting you take controll like you always do
    then i go cry when its all done
    why cant you stop
    this mad ness
    i wish i could stand up to you
    and tell you everything
    but you would just laugh and push me away
    crying