• It overwhelms me at times
    But other times i enjoy the pain it causes
    The hurtfull red lines that cover my wrist are just a sign of hurt
    My head spinning round
    I open my eyes to see im surrounded by people
    there coming after me
    my bloods draining out on the sament
    i come to see im dying
    one hand reaches out and i refuse at first
    but when i see the hand leaving i realize i want to live i want nothing more than to be happy
    i scream into darkness evry things gone
    is it that im affraid to lose every thing ive worked hard for
    i sit up to see it was all a bad dream
    i roll over cover my face in tears and decided todays the day i change