• I'm sitting here alone in the dark thinking of you.
    Dreaming of what we were.
    You left me today.
    You left me for her.
    As I draw my knees to my chest and sob, the memories come rushing back in a swift, rough current of pain.
    The way you used to look at me.
    The way you kissed me.
    The way you told me 'I'll love you until I die'...
    All of that ment nothing!
    All those years, wasted.
    And what for?
    For someone you never could forget.
    I should have seen it coming.
    It's happened before.
    As I raise my head, I see a glistening from the corner of my eye.
    My attention imediately focused of the shining metal of the blade.
    I slowly put my feet to the floor, lifting myself from bed, and walk to the kitchen table.
    The smoothe glimmer mesmorized me.
    I placed the knife to my skin.
    In on cool slice, The skin was broken, leaving the vein unprotected.
    A slight pressure to the handle caused the blood to burst from me.
    Blurred vision first.
    Followed by dizziness and a feeling of weakness.
    Then, my knees faulter, throwing me to the ground.
    My world goes dark and my body goes cold.