• in life i feel pain
    in life i hate and regret life..
    times are wonderful...
    but forgetful...
    i love my family through the light i walk
    buh i enjoy the pain of who brings me through the dark
    people dont understand me....
    ive been called the freak from asia
    i take it as a compliment...
    because it gives me the reason to rease my pain twoards them
    buh the light is stronger then the dark i have to shine on
    i sit by the fire and wonder if the pain will go away
    if my shame will come today
    i sit and wonder..
    if the dark doesnt have any thunder...
    would god have mercy on me ever....
    because i have changed....
    ive walked the path of darkness and near death...
    and walk the path of light and happines...
    ive made my choice....
    i just wish if othewill do the same choice ive chosen....
    do the right thing and walk away from the dark.....
    buh forever remember where u came to the light from.
    not to forget your old self buh to get rid of it....