Love Addiction

• Artist: Oblivious Love424
• Description: Well, I guess you can pretty much tell from the title.
  I can't seem to get over the pain this guy has put me through.
  I feel addicted to him,attached--but yet I still hate him for hurting me.
• Date: 03/12/2009
• Tags: love addiction

Everytime I look at you
You act like nothing's changed
I'm too scared to get close to you
I can't even say your name

I can see the nothingness in your eyes
When you try and catch a glimpse of me
Then you turn your head and pretend im dead
Then my heart goes and breaks all over again


I wish I could go back into the past
And change everything we did together
Cause I know deep in my soul
I was wrong all along
And you become my love addiction


I never loose my head when I love someone
But the way you make me feel turns me upside down
You're lust for me only kills me inside
But I can't help the fact that this friction
Allows you to become my love addiction


You're my one and only drug
That keeps my body moving
I can't help but wish that it was love
Your heart was feeling


Your eyes keep me in a trance
Everytime you look at me
But behind it all I know there's no chance
For a love connection between you and me

I can feel the change within my heart
I feel afraid
I don't know where to start
This love is killing me
But I know I have to move on
Don't think your better than me
Cause I can handle this alone

But you'll always be..

My love addiction

Comments

[Inkheart1]

aww, ok theres this guy-my ex-and this is exactly how i feel, but i cant tell anyone because my friend would use it against me cuz i told her that i only liked him in a friendly way, but i dont. im not sure if he-alex- knows how i really feel but he moved away and is never online so im all alone and i wonder what it woulda been like if we'd never met, i.e. if the friend who uses my love against me never introduced me... i blame her

[cooll666725]

Wow... I write poems, too. If you're bored sometime, email me. I love to talk. XD This poem really reminds me of my g/f except I do love her and she loves me and I have no doubts in my mind. You'll probably get over this guy soon if you haven't already. There's someone out there for everyone, and once you find him, he won't hurt you. I know this from experience. ^_^