• The pain , the hate , the fear


    Since I was ten my life has been a drowning mess nothing but pain nothing but fear and nothing but hate. When will it all stop when will it all go I don’t think I can take it anymore but I shall just keep going along with it ,and deal with it like I have and I hope the pain ,the hate ,and the fear will not always be there someday perhaps somebody will come along and save me from myself perhaps it will just be me who saves me ,or perhaps it just stays this way for the rest of my life ,and it will end when I die of old age perhaps all this will just disappear one day and it will just be like a tiny memory that will just always be there haunting , bothering me but I will know that the pain, the hate, the fear is not there anymore.