• I never got to kiss you, not got to say goodbye
    My caring for you still remains all though I do deny.

    I called to take, what I said back
    But your step-mom told me that you had packed
    Put all your things in boxes, jumped into the car
    And ran just like a baby, ran so far.
    A year went by with nothing, no call, no text, no letter.
    And as the months went by, I started getting better
    Your picture came off my wall, and number off my phone.
    But still, I knew you were alone.

    I walked into band. Sat down. You were there
    I was so in shock, all I could do was stare.
    See you brought back everything. I got scared.
    Ever detail of that summer fling we shared.

    I see you everyday, and trust me its not easy.
    All the feelings are there… not to sound cheesy.
    I try to put this behind me, but I know I never will.
    Because to this day, your face haunts me still.

    I know that you still hate me
    It is my fault I guess
    But instead of curing me
    You chose no to express

    When I said good-bye that night
    I knew not it was forever
    I wouldn’t have chosen that fait for us,
    Still not now, not ever.

    I’ll admit I miss you,
    I’ll admit your in my heart
    I want to try to tell you this,
    But I don’t know where to start

    I miss the clutch between your hand and mine,
    And I’m reminded of this all the time
    When I see your face, or hear our song
    I realize what I’ve missed this long

    It kills me to see you lonely
    Its not what I had in mind
    I didn’t want to end us
    And I hope this, you will find.

    You realize you are special
    And you must know that I care
    I guess you think I hate you,
    But trust me, your unaware

    I wanna hear your voice
    And I want to see your smile
    I havent seen you laugh,
    Nor smile in a while

    I was young, I wasn’t ready
    You lived in CT, I was unsteady
    The distance would kill us,
    I still think that true
    But now I’d chose the death over losing you

    We hung out all day, and into the night
    He asked if I liked you, I said that I might.
    We walked alone in Rockport, and quickly fell in “love”
    We had a summer romance, I only wish that was enough.