• Waking up crying late at night

    With your name frozen upon my lips

    Groping through the darkness

    Before realizing you aren't there



    Lighting a candle

    Before looking at your picture

    Picking it up and holding it close

    Wishing you were close to my heart



    Looking around in a sadden daze

    Before seeing the teddy bear

    With the necklace around its neck

    Feeling the tears come even faster



    Picking both things up

    Watching the tear drops

    Cascade unto the necklace's pendant

    Feeling the pain tear my heart even more



    Placing all the things

    In their proper place

    I curl up and cry

    My heart and soul dry



    Turning on that song

    That was ours since the beginning

    Feelings the scream of pain

    Frozen in my soul



    Feelings myself all out of tears

    But having no strength to stand

    Feeling so tired

    Yet sleep won't claim me.



    Blowing out the candle

    Surrounding darkness claiming its place

    Staring into nothingness

    Yet seeing you there



    Knowing it was just a memory

    Feeling the pain return

    Hearing my name being said in your voice

    The tears start falling once more



    Knowing you are now

    Truly gone from this world

    I find myself crying more

    falling deeper into despair



    Feeling myself slip

    Farther into oblivion

    Hearing your voice

    Whispering in the wind...

    "I love you.."