• I kno that u have had rough times and i kno that we have had rough times together as aa well. but, there are some things that i want to get off my chest. here it goes:

    We are buddies one minute
    You run away the next
    You hang with the wrong person
    Who isn't that perplexed

    I have forgiven you for the things you have done
    Even the times when you were told to run
    No one knows the pain i felt
    But everyone has their own pain dealt

    You have gone through some tough ordeals
    I know you think no one knows how it feels
    We all experience different pain
    But for everyone it falls down like rain

    I don't know if you are reading this
    But, this is something you can't miss
    I'm sorry for what's happened to you and your family
    I wish i could have been there and i mean really

    But, the truth is i'm in the same boat
    I didn't have the guts to do what you have done
    But, it might happen soon
    And it would happen while too young

    I don't want you gone
    I want you to stop hurting yourself
    People want you around
    Even if you make mistakes

    Please don't take your life
    Otherwise our friendship would be fake
    Isn't a friend supposed to keep u alive
    Aren't they supposed to want to make u live?

    If you say no, its something i can not forgive
    you may not know it
    But people want you to live

    Sorry for all the pain ive caused
    But i got some of it in the midst
    I know you may not think so
    But i sure as hell hope you r reading this

    I hope you undertsand but i have something to say
    You may think no one would say u would be missedDon't listen to them thats not true
    After all, i wrote this for you.

    I hope you read this because it was personal. but i feel better now. i dont want you cutting yourself anymore or going to the hospital because it makes me feel guilty. guilty that im never there for you anymore.