• Confusion

    What do you see in me?
    How can you love me?
    I'm so unperfect
    And messed up

    You don't want a girl who cries herself to sleep
    Because of past and present pain

    Someone who can't get over things
    And always manages to say the wrong things

    Who doesn't know what to say
    When you need her the most

    You don't deserve to be with someone like me
    Better is what you need

    An outcast with no social life
    Who is always ignoring stares

    You don't want your life like that
    Believe me
    I know

    I'll only end up hurting you
    I can see it, I know it
    Even if I don't mean to

    My scars never seem to go away
    Even when I'm sleeping
    They will always be there

    Every time I have a nightmare
    I know you'll be there
    But I don't like seeing the pain in your eyes
    And knowing I'm the reason it's there

    When you see me
    You'll probably get scared and run away
    But I won't blame you
    I'll understand

    I'd change my life if I could
    But I can't
    So I deal with it the best that I can

    I'm not gonna lie
    And say that you don't complete me
    Because you do

    I just can't comprehend
    Why you can love me
    When I'm supposed to be unloved.