• They love to say i have it all
    Im being served by a tray
    But have they ever seen me fall?
    What i deal with everyday?

    A smile isn't always truth
    My laugh is full of lies
    Your smile makes me chip a tooth
    Your laughs fill me with cries

    Why do i always make a fib
    Whenever people ask about my life?
    Inside my heart is just a crib
    Protecting its contents from an armed strife

    My thoughts are always at a whirl
    As we sit here hanging out
    Our inside jokes could make me hurl
    Our secrets make me want to shout

    We play our games
    We have our fun
    I wont mention names
    You'll know if your the ones

    The ones who dare
    To speak those words
    Why act like you care?
    Your real thoughts are like swords

    They rip me apart
    But all i do is smile and laugh
    How did this start?
    I feel so used, i need a bath

    My smiling face can be a plus
    My laugh can make you blind
    But i do nothing but lie, and Thus
    My heart you'll never find

    So when you're passing by the street
    And happen to catch a glimpse of me
    Just shake your head in mere defeat
    Theres nothing but a shell to see