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Fear resides in everyone, no matter if they say, "I'm not afraid of anything." It's a lie, they just want took strong and brave, but inside, they're truly afraid.
You ask me, what is my deepest, darkest fear? I ignore you, as if I didn't hear. My fear is a secret, that no one must know, I would do anything, for my fear to go.
You ask me again, I smile, and I say nothing, and I walk away. You start to spread rumors, about me and my fear, I ignore all the rumors, and the abuse, because I know, I know the truth.
My friends are the only ones that know my fear, they know my broken past, where my fear lives. You ask me my fear one last time, then I sigh.
I'm afraid of the dark, I reveal, then you laugh at me, as if I weren't for real. You tell me to be true, and I tell you I was, then you laugh at me more, for my so called child-ish fear, but you wouldn't laugh, if you were there.
My friends don't laugh, because they know why, why I'm afraid of the dark, how he began the breaking of my life.
- by Miyaka Hana |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 01/10/2009 |
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- Title: Fear
- Artist: Miyaka Hana
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Description:
This is a poem I wrote some time ago, it's about a very dark part of my past, that I don't really like to explain to anyone, but I will if I have to. And, this is a dedication to all the people who feel this way as well, so this one's for you.
-XxMiyaka-ChanxX(XxMiyakaxX) - Date: 01/10/2009
- Tags: fear sexualabuse rape
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Comments (6 Comments)
- shy_hotgrl101 - 01/01/2010
- everyone that has a normal life says that they hate it when they dont get something they want, but they have no idea how lucky they r untill they experiance it. im glad i haven been abuse but im not going to be lik that. im never going to stop having regrets for how i was pissed when my parents didnt get me something i wanted for christmas, i was lucky to even get presents. im sorry u were abused.
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- Miyaka Hana - 11/16/2009
- Dark is a metaphor for a person I used in there. And Yes sadly, I was abused and have been since I was about 7. I luckily have great friends who help me through it. Thank you all for the comments.
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- gummybears424 - 11/16/2009
- really good but srry i would be ur fan but it doesnt work i tink ill try it again pm me if it did work
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- shy_hotgrl101 - 08/06/2009
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were u really abused as a child?
im sorry if u were but i used to kno some pple that were but we could never say anything if we did they might get hurt
any way ur really good, have any of u guys read my songs?
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- unholy-angel13 - 05/28/2009
- I like it. No matter how childish your fears are...you're just you...
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- icefox5 - 03/16/2009
- dark isn't a person right? ("how he began the..." wink shouldn't it be "it"? but i like it..and i sorta am too...
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