Back To You

• Artist: unlovedtreehugger
• Description: [i]This I wrote about a guy I loved and lost, to suicide.
  
  I love you Jason.
  
  Your memory lives on.[/i]
  
  
  
  
  
  [size=7]Kocham cie[/size]
• Date: 01/06/2009
• Tags: back

I've been walking in a trance since you left me here.
I tried to bury your memory, too
beside you in that shallow grave they put you in,
in a small pine box.

But that box wasn't big enough to hold you in,
to hold the memory I had of you,
to hold the way I felt,
and keep it buried.

You know how much this hurts me?
being able to only wonder
at what you're doing wherever you are,
a painful way to think of the one you love

I held you dear to my heart,
and didn't want to see you stray
too far away from me,
but it seems fate didn't want us together, did he?

and i cannot control the bitter pills of fate,
cannot change the hand i've been dealt
cannot rewrite the ending to our story
as it should have been written

so i think i'll wait
for the end
for my escape
for my way back to you

Comments

[TrashHeapMcGee]

Makes me sad. I'm so sorry for your loss. sad

[ii-See-Stars-x]

wow im sorry, my boyfriend's name is jason, i wrote the dear gravity poem about him, he moved to NJ 8 months ago and we kept the relashonship long distance.... i miss him, so much and i havent seen him since he moved. i never even got to kiss him crying

[unlovedtreehugger]

thanks. His death was very hard, and still is. To see the anniversary come and go.... I dread it every year.

10/26/06

[Dreamy queenwolf]

that's really good and to lose someone you love like that must be hard.

[evil_pupy_master]

to write about something like this is realy hard and i can tell you put a lot of feeling in this.