I'm sorry

• Artist: BlackRose NekoBell
• Description: My dad is dying, so is his mom. I ran away from fear and never should have. He can't work, he can't even drive now; she lost all of her hair and almost died on Christmas day. I get all of my information from my little sister who contacts me over myspace. I found all of this out in one message and broke down. I talked to my dad for the first time a few days ago, I haven't talked to him in 2yrs. This is to him, to them, to everyone on that side of my family. Just saying I'm sorry.
• Date: 01/01/2009
• Tags: sorry

My heart is crushed with all this pain
My mind is filled with wonder
How could I let this go so far
To hurt you all this badly
You never cry, never have
And yet she sees you there
My poor baby sister, seeing such a sight
I have done this to you
But I never meant to
Never dreamed of it
To hear you cry just breaks my heart
To hear of you and her dying
I ran away for all the wrong reasons
And now I wish I never had
Now yall are breaking, bleeding deep inside
And its all my fault
I'm sorry for the pain, the tears, the loss
crying

Comments

[Jen_Johnson94]

this story....so deep meaningful sorrow and pain... i feel it through your words... forgive me for all that has happened and if you do need someone to talk to.... or just someone to listen....pm me. your a good writer who expresses in writing. brilliant 5/5!!!

[~The Random Fairie~]

You know, for how short it is, it really has a lot of meaning. If you ever need someone to talk to you can PM me.

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uwaaaaaa!!!!!!!!so sad when i hear this thing...and i loved it...UWAAA!!!!!!!!