• It's time to sin...
    It's time to stop worrying...
    Time to think... of all the things I'm writing.
    The moment I thought of this...
    The moments I've lost in this...
    Feeling of true reality, that's all I have thought about.
    It's time to think...
    Is life really worth it?
    Am I meant to be like them?
    Am I actually that different?
    Do I have to prove I'm one with everyone by doing all the things that relates me to them.

    I have to say...
    F**k it, I can't be bothered anymore
    I have to say...
    F**k it... I don't want to pretend anymore
    I want to say!!
    F**k it, I don't care about screaming anymore
    I'm allowed to think what I think, I'm allowed to want what I want
    Well ******** it...

    A moment not too wrong.
    I'm all about things, that have been important to me too long.
    And everything I was attached to, meant nothing after all!
    Why did I care about things so much? Why did I get angry, sad or low?
    Why is everything so important, when life is going only down one road?
    Those many paths all lead to the same thing.
    Why rush it? Why make a change?
    Why don't you just stop and think, why don't you just take your time?
    Why don't you say ******** it to the world and realise-
    It's not important...

    I have to say...
    F**k it, I can't be bothered anymore!
    I have to say!!
    F**k it! I don't want to pretend anymore!
    I want to say!!
    F**k it, I don't care about crying anymore!!
    I allowed to say what I want, I'm allowed to have what I want!
    Well f**k it...

    ... Well f**k it...

    And many days that seemed to wash away pointlessly...
    Everytime we sit down and watch pointless tv...
    Every second, every hour, every word I say.
    Every sentence that you're reading, time passes all away...

    Well f**k it... I don't care anymore
    Well f**k it... I can't be bothered anymore
    Well f**k it... We are all the same anyway...
    Why are you out to prove your worth when nobody's worth anything?
    As long as you realise that you think you are the most important person in the world to you...
    Then you are...

    I have to say...
    F**k it! I hate being tired all the time!
    I have to say...
    F**k it! I rather live then waste more lives!
    I have to say!!
    F**k it!! I'm going to be 'happy' I'm going to thrive!
    I'm not going to give in, not going to lean into depression, going to accept things how they are.
    Well let's all scream!!
    F**k it!! I don't want to stress out anymore!
    Well let's all shout!!
    F**k it!! I'd rather relax and not think anymore!
    And lastly cry out!!
    F**k it!! I'm going to rest the rest of the day!!
    Because I've always wanted it that way, because I'm my own person, I'm my own thoughts.
    We are all human, we are all 'gods'. Why don't we accept things, why not?
    ...
    We do care for you...