• In the night of sorrow and stillness I lay,
    Afraid of the pain and the break of day.
    Tears flow steadily down my cheek,
    For its love I have trouble trying to seek.
    Quietly I cry all alone,
    Searching for that world to call my home.
    That place I can sit and cry,
    Without any stares or questions why.
    So blood can flow down my arm,
    I miss that pain, I need that harm.
    Noise from my beaten and broken heart,
    Every second it's torn apart.
    At times I want to kiss death's lips,
    And accept the pain from fiery whips.
    ..Cause Hell seems like heaven to me,
    Compared to what the world has came to be.
    It's broken down and filled with pain,
    And love and sorrow share a lane.
    Were water and death is where I'm free,
    Where my heart can settle and I can breath.
    In tears and sorrow of the night I lay,
    In pain and fear of the day.