• I sit in the dark,curled in a ball.
    I can't feel anything,not even you.
    My light is gone,and there is nothing left.
    I tried so hard,but in the end it doesn't matter.
    I've broken into a million pieces.

    The waves are crashing over me,lapping at my body.
    The rocks I feel them tumbling down.
    My fire doesn't burn any more,I can't find peace.
    My world is of darkness,where nothing can grow.
    How I yern for a life that's something more.

    My eyes so empty,and yours so sad.
    You turn away,saying your last words.
    You can't stand it any more,seeing me like this,you have to say goodbye.
    I feel so empty,and I don't know why.

    I'm falling in this hole,and it never ends,how far have I gone.
    No how far did I get in life,I had my dreams,but there all gone.
    I will let the tears fall,I'm not afraid of the dark.
    I'm not afraid to be alone,it's been to long.
    Help me,you can't lifes turned me upside down.

    I was blinded by myself,and lived one that wasn't true.
    I can't make a new ending,but maybe just maybe I can make a new ending.
    I want to see the sun again and feel it's warmth.
    It's just to hard.

    I've fallen out of reach,no one can see or hear me,I am all alone,lost in another world,one I can't call my own.I've reached my end,or so it seems.I'll think of you,and all our times,I'll relive every moment,I just wanted to live,but I did it all wrong.Inside and out up and down.I can't tell which is which.I made so many promises,and I've broken them all.I promised I'd be there for you until the end of time.I knew I couldn't,but it didn't stop me from trying.I fought for my honor,and lived what I could,I can't fight any more,I'm just to tired.I had life,I gave life,and I lived life,but it wasn't to it's fullest.


    Alone...NO I can't be,just look at me one time.
    I need to see your eyes,I need to see the sun.
    It was so calm,yet it was so far.
    I'm scared now,life isn't life any more.
    I don't even know what I want.

    Tears...why am I crying,I shouldn't be crying.
    Let them fall,let them form the stream I wanted.
    I wished you hadn't turned away.
    I wish I could have told that I cared for you.
    All my friends and family,all I feel is deppression.
    It's just a black hole,that will never end,
    It's all my faults,it's all my wrong doing.
    I will just fall,until the end of my time.

    I won't give up,not yet,all I need is one more chance.I will prove you wrong.Let me be empty,let me cry,it won't matter.Death holds no place for me,because death it's self holds no soul for me.Even death can't find a person in me,because all I am is nothing.It's like I never existed.I don't care any more,let people call me names and laugh at me.Let them...because I won't hear a word.It's inside and out,but I can live up to my dreams,if only I try.