Have I Changed?

• Artist: xJeriROCKSx
• Description: my friends always put me down when they talk about how i was fun and always happy. i really dont understand how i changed, and when this happened. my friends are still with me. . . but this person has changed, and i dont like it.
• Date: 12/13/2008
• Tags: have changed

a year ago,
i was cheerful and friendly,
i was funny and amusing.

now i am,
dark, and silent,
friendly, but lonely.

a year ago,
i was warm and comforting,
i was out spoken and always smiling.

now i am,
cold and worried,
frowning and shy.

have a changed?
is that happy, fun filling person gone?
will i ever see her again?

what can i do?
can i get some help?
or should i just stay the same?

could this effect me?
could this effect everyone?
will my friends abandon me?



my friends and family will help me right?

Comments

[bl00dyXpr1nc3ss]

Dont worry jeri!! I am soo sorry have i made u sad?? i am sooo sory if i did!!oops...u told me not 2 read ur poems...o well 2 l8... Well im sorry!!

[OMJJ_CUPCAKES]

hey...just kno ill nvr abandon u...u r my bestie...i luv u(as a friend...lol)

[sinnerx923]

no its not you who changed its them,you got sour when they changed.

[KCO_rocks]

I agree with you. I felt very different after my grandpa died. I just couldn't get my normal self back. I felt like my friends and parents were just pushing me away. I have gotten better now. I write poetry which keeps me going when I feel like I am going to die. Happy places work too. I think up my own fantasies to keep me going... But in the end things get better and I think I am getting better...lol
Anyways that is a good poem 5/5 this poem is in my favorites!

[ll GodzillaPwnzz ll]

I feel your pain....I don't like it too, my friends, well, I have 4 friends.

and...two of them....kind of, I don't know....neglect me...two of them never leave. But. thats how life is, as you grow you change, you let go and you make more....

[XxRaven KnightxX]

btw, good poem!

[XxRaven KnightxX]

trust me, i know exactly where you are...if your friends are true, loyal, and benevolent, then they will NEVER abandon you, but still yeah, it could effect everybody, including yourself. Just, find stuff you like to do, like, draw, write stories or poetry, play an instrument whatever! And just find a little happy place!