• Trapped in side my wicked mind
    Days move forwars and leave me behind.
    Another manic high im facing
    Palms are sweating
    Thoughts are racing
    No time to slow down
    Im to F***ing high
    Wanting to run
    Trying to fly!
    But these happy moments never last
    The rage is coming its building fast.
    Im outta control
    My sanity's gone
    The rage is buliding
    I feel like a bomb
    Feeling regret for my actions
    My words, thier always so hateful
    so vicious so absurd.
    I always lash out at those closest to me
    My words im not hearing
    Thier pain i dont see
    Im outta control is there no help for me?
    Trapped inside my wicked mind,
    Days move forward and leave me behind.
    The manic rage is ending
    Depression sets in
    When will this ever end?
    Feeling unwanted, worthless
    no good.
    Wanting to end life
    God how easy i could.
    Voices are whispering
    "Your no F***ing good,
    you have nothing to live for,
    no need to go on."
    Just try to remember those voices are wrong.
    Think of your family and try to stay strong.
    Trapped in side my wicked mind
    Days move forward and leave me behind.
    Will i ever be normal?
    Is there no hope for me?
    Can anyone out there hear me desperete plea?
    These meds aren't working!
    I feel insane is there anything outthere to ease my pain?
    Trapped inside my wicked mind
    Days move forward and leave me behind.