• Broken apart, not able to heal
    My smiles. laughs, all put on
    Speaking loud to hide what I feel
    I've been living like this to long


    "I love you" he says, I respond the same
    My words mean nothing
    My body breaths slow, holding in the pain


    My mind, my soul quietly hurts and screams
    I stop, my surroundings aren't here
    They move without noticing I'm falling in dreams
    Lesson to self, things aren't always as they appear


    "I love you" he says, I respond the same
    My words mean nothing
    My body breaths slow, holding in the pain


    My touch is numb to my fingers
    My secret wishes not yet unfurled
    I can't focus now as every thing lingures
    they are in a different time, a differend world


    "I love you" he says, I respond the same
    My words mean nothing
    My body breaths slow, holding in the pain


    Trapped in myself, there is no end
    Falling to a death of my own creation
    I am fake. a lier, all pretend
    I am what I chose to be is the explanation


    "We love you" they says, I respond the same
    My words mean nothing
    My body breaths slow, holding in the pain


    Perfection in one aspect kills in another
    But yet I still smile, still laugh, all the same
    Allowing myself to be consistantly smotherd
    For as long as I can I'll hold in the pain