• Tears thicken as they fall
    Transforming into blood
    Just because of all
    The envy, anger, love
    What’s going through my head
    Is what I’ve hoped for oh so long
    I hope you lie dead
    By the end of my song
    I’m done dealing with you
    All your cheating, sh-t and lies
    And if you hadn’t pissed me off
    You just might have survived

    Too bad that’s not the case
    Instead, the situation
    Is something much more grave
    Filled with your fear and my frustration
    I couldn’t stop myself
    From bringing you to your knees
    Too bad I lost control
    When you started to beg “Please”
    Just the sound of your voice
    Brings pain to my ears
    The squealing, whiney tone
    Like you’re on the verge of tears
    But I know that beneath
    That sugary little smile
    A man-eating demon hides
    Leaving just one trace
    A footprint on the face
    Of every single boy
    That you stepped on
    That you used
    That you played with like a toy

    I know that this is wrong
    I know no one deserves it
    But you drove me closer and closer
    And then shoved me off the edge
    And soon I’ll have a break down
    Of mourning, guilt, and hate
    And then with you I’ll share one thing
    The same, terrible fate

    And all the way to rest
    Weather in Heaven or in Hell
    I’ll hate myself for this
    But I’ll still hate you as well

    I hope nobody else
    Will force me to that point
    That point of no return

    I never can go back
    To those I used to love
    And although the work is done
    And it cannot be reversed
    It will always hurt
    When I look at myself
    In that shattered mirror
    And see the gaping wound
    Wear I tore out my own heart