• Choking,
    Gasping,
    Why cant I breath?

    Heart stopped,
    Blood slowly halting,
    Scream half way out,
    Why did you come back?

    Rip my heart to shreds,
    tear me down slowly every minute of the day.
    Put the pillow over my head,
    and hold it there untill I stop thrashing.

    Halted in mid step,
    Frozen in time,
    Single tracked mind,
    Was it just a game?

    Mind hurled in thousand's of thoughts,
    left alone to find a way out,
    trying to pick up the peices,
    Why did you just shatter my rebuilt wall?

    Thrown down to the ground,
    torn open down to my very bones.
    Stop my screams,
    by putting the morphine in my system.

    One, two, three,
    Scream with me.
    Four, Five, Six,
    Laugh at my own self hate.

    Seven, eight, nine,
    Tick tock,
    Time's run out.