• No one can see the pain that I hide
    They're happy for me to keep it inside
    My fear is my own
    They don't want to know
    Why should I involve them?
    Why should it show?

    I live my whole life in confusion and fear
    The need to feel something unbearably near
    Half of me Living, Half of me gone
    And inside I know what I'm doing is wrong

    The things that can help
    The things that may heal
    Are the flame or the blade and the sting of steel
    The destruction of skin means the death of my soul
    But there's nowhere to run when I'm living alone