• When life gave me lemons i squirted them in my eyes to blind me from the pain in my life and outside were torture was brung the most harshest of ways from the screaming of a love one's good bye and good day. but there i sit at the darkest of time's pulled in by the fatal temptation of internal damnation that be still's us all from time to time. Holding your breath just waiting to die. Knife clinched tighter starting to cry. Until an angel from above came from the sky and holds my hand through these miserable times.her hands were soft her voice was clear the words i love you i'm still waiting to hear but i will wait a day or to or forever if i must because she is my angel the one i love.