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Breaking
by: Bluefir111
Once again
I'm standing among these forgotten bodies
These forgotten souls.
The endless sea
Of suffering I've endured
All the misery humanity has put me through
The hatred of my mind
The pain of my heart
The sorrows of my past.
I wish for them all to go away
But I cant make it happen
These skeletons of mine
Reach up and pull the flesh from my eyes
Cold bones
Even colder metal pierces my heart.
Snow falls
As a final warning call
My tears freeze
With the contact with the air
I'm just standing here
Watching all my memories
Watching the little child I used to be.
I watched all the happiness in that little boy
That little soul that made me smile
But its all gone
I turn and see myself staring back at me
With a knife in hand
Blood draining from the chest and neck.
Messages carved into the arms
A list carved into his back
Of all the loved ones hes lost
He says to me "Do you like what you've done?"
I can only reply with "It wasn't my fault that my heart is gone".
I watch another memory of my breaking
It is a happy one that turned sad
A friend with golden hair
She is still there.
Gotten me through hell and back
Through the pain in my life
And through some that she has caused
And in return I've done the same.
But this memory fades as well
And a new one begins
As the foot steps behind me get louder
I feel a gentle hug around me
One I can never forget
One that I cant remember.
Its me
Or is it?
This world
Is it real?
Or is it what I have created?
Suffering and bleeding?
My past?
No
My breaking.
- by bluefir111 |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 10/22/2008 |
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- Title: Breaking
- Artist: bluefir111
- Description: This is a poem that i wrote about when i was finally losing all touch with my sense of reality and spent 1 week inthe hospital recovering from my depression
- Date: 10/22/2008
- Tags: breaking depression love death
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Comments (2 Comments)
- 0--Kie--0 - 12/30/2009
- Woah. This is deep, man. 5/5
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- vampiregirl98 - 12/04/2008
- wow your poem appeared extremely deep and almost made me cry. nice job. 5/5 biggrin
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