• I helplessly struggle to stay a float on the surface of my darkened despair, all hope has vanished in my mind.

    No one to save me from my fate for I never told anyone of my depression until it was much to late.

    Who would even believe that I of all people could be depressed for I'm always cheerful and most of the time kind.

    Now, I wait for the darkness to consume me and devour me whole. my awaiting fate.

    "I'm desperately trying to hang on..." was never looked to closely till maybe now when they realize a special person left this world out of love...

    Looking down from heaven free of suffering watching over the ones I held dear once before, now i can help them not to follow my foot steps by being they're guardian angel from up above...