• Laughter, happiness, happens in the beginging. It ended with sadness, humilliation, fear, anger and self-pity for me. I was devestated, mostly shocked. I only get to see him once every couple random years. So why... now? It wasn't fair....It wasn't fair..... but i kept my chin up.

    I knew he wouldn't want me to go into fear and sadness, but some of it happened anyway. I couldn't take it. I had to go to my counseler for weeks because of him...I stayed after school in the park lying on the grass dazing at the clouds, eyes blurred. I'd cry myself to sleep...it was the worst.

    But oneday, it all changed. When i was lying in the grass, i felt warm air across my cheek, like a hand. Then i felt the warm air blow over me, making the leaves spin. It blew past me again one last time, and heard the words.

    Be good...grandpa loves you...


    And then it dissapeared, and I was alone again, acctually smiling. That was all i needed to live again...
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