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In a dazed trance,
I look up to the clouds and smile.
A lot of things are clearer now,
but I am never in the mood to ponder them.
I know I shouldn't worry anymore,
because these wings on my head will protect me.
But despite all of those wonderful prospects,
Some thing has gone horribly wrong.
I stopped caring about my diner,
or my friends, my music, or my life.
All I desire is to float around.
On these head wings of mine.
If I think rather hard, and ignore all these callings,
These unnatural erdges that suduce me from me,
I can dimly remember a time without wings,
with out callings,wings, or clawed feet.
I was a neko, with a tail and ears.
I was a human, but with my furred tail and ears.
I was a gaian, unlike any other gaian.
But I was me.
I want truely and deeply
to be that person again.
But as long as I be,
I am no longer me.
These horrible callings,
make me some thing else.
I don't understand
what I am.
I yearn to be some one,
while not what I was,
but not what I am becoming.
I start controlling these tuggings,
and I will begin anew.
I will sculpt myself,
into what I want to be.
My body remains motionless,
as my mind becomes blank.
And I no longer see,
the meadow that sleeps.
I start building again,
on entirely stable foundations.
And as I build,
I choose who I will be.
Will I be hopeful?
Optimistic?
Brave?
Will I be desperate?
Pesimistic?
Acidic?
Will I be cruel,
or harmful,
or inhuman?
Will I kill others,
with no guilt nor any shame?
I ponder these questions,
and all the posibilities.
I come to a conclusion,
and set my work into motion.
I am a fighter, an angel in human gise.
I am a warrior, with wings,shield, and sword.
I am a hero, within my own right.
No one can change that.
For that is who I am.
- by noooooo000000 |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 10/02/2008 |
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- Title: An Angel Imp transformation
- Artist: noooooo000000
- Description: I just came up with this a second or so ago, after going through most of the emo and non-gaia related poetry in the arenas. Honestly, I think poems put on the Arena can only be ONE of those things. If they are both, I don't really like 'em.
- Date: 10/02/2008
- Tags: angelimp gaianponderings mrgreen rabidrabbitsd
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- noooooo000000 - 10/08/2008
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Comment, please. sad I need critisim!
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