• I hurt my best friend
    I made him cry
    I made him do a lot of stupid things
    I tell myself it will all be ok
    But soon I couldn't take it
    Soon I started to loose all my thoughts but that
    I couldn't help but feel so guilty
    I tried giving up hurting others
    I tried so hard to change myself for the better
    But all I did was hurt others even more
    So I finally got this thought
    "Wouldn't the world do better without me?"
    I know it would hurt others a lot
    But they will get over it
    I hurt my best friend
    I did a lot of things I would never say
    So maybe my thought was right
    Maybe I should disappear